Life of A Slave

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

okeyyy. this is weird. i have received so many messages on facebook from various type of guys. i do not know them. so,why should they msg me just want to ask my news? i dont even understand them. do i have to block them so they cant ask my news as well to prevent myself from all of this strangers?

whatever. i have to tell all of you about this story. once time ago, i have crush on someone. and noww of course i dont even have a feelings towards him. but,the weird part is when suddenly he pm me on fb. it just weird? what for? i asked him about his intention but i have this kind of answer. "kenapa? tak boleh ke nak tegur? " what the ? is that the answer or the question? whatever. i have replied all his question and suddenly he leaves me without a notice! oooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh myyyyyyyyyyyyy! what a nice guy! i loathe him for this. i loathe a person that do not know how to appreciate others feeling! hey,i'm not a bit** that you just leave away when you done used it!

i'm a normal girl that hate when someone leaves me without a notice! thats all.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. :)

alhamdullilah, dapat cakap dgn akak kat jordan. :') rindu nak baca kata2 semangat dia sebenarnya. :') dia bagi kata2 semangat seperti ini. :')


wat relax , susun jadual n mse stdy..
bykkan wat solat sunat.

first picture. senyum nipis je dapat cakap dgn akak. :')

second picture. dah boleh tersenyum tebal. :D

berfikir dan terus berfikir apa yg akak cakap.

mula dah berangan............ LOL

akhirnyaaaaaaaaaaa! alhamdullilah. farhana yg dahulu kembali! :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. :') *nervous nak tulis nie.

okeylahhh. actually wanna write about someone. :') nervous nak tulis pasal orang nie sbb suatu masa dulu dialah orang yg menjadi pilihan di antara dua. orang kata kalau kita ada yg kedua maksudnya kita tak sayang pun yang pertama and this thing goes to me. memang betul kot orang tak sayang pun orang yg pertama tu. in fact, syg tu hanya berada di tepi bibir. apabila dilukai sememangnya perkataan sebegini akan terkeluar dengan kadar yang segera.

tak apalah. teruskan dengan apa yang berlaku. sy syg orang nie bukan sebab apa2. tp,akhirnya sy mengundur diri. setelah saya mengundur diri, perkara nie akan terjadi balik di mana ada pihak yang akan bercakap tentang saya dan dia. perkara nie tidak diketahui oleh sesiapa pun. malahan, sy tak akan bagitahu nama orang yg sy syg tu di sini pun. tak tahu berapa kali saya harus diam dan menafikan diri saya daripada terus menyukai dirinya.

sy nak satu hari nanti sy menjadi yg halal untuk sy. sy nak sentuh dia, nak jumpa dia dalam keadaan dia yg halal buat saya. saya tahu saya serba kekurangan dan oleh sebab itu saya perlukan dia untuk melengkapkan hidup saya. biarlah semua nie antara saya dan Allah. saya berharap dia akan menjadi yg terakhir buat sy dan sy berharap restu Allah di dalam semua nie.

kepada kawan2 di luar sana, i hope the prayers from all of you. :') sy tak akan cuba dan Insyallah tak akan buat apa2 sampailah dia yg memulakan terlebih dahulu. sy juga berharap Allah membantu saya untuk menjadikan dia yg halal buat saya. cukuplah setakat itu. btw,dont ask who is the person because i'm going to said 'secret' . :))))) just,doakan yg trbaik ye. :)

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

okeyyy. i'm sad now its all just because freaking damn story about something. i just HATE it! i get sick just because all this people hurt me trough the story that they do not know. i'm hurt. and now i think i'm going to follow my own path of life. i hate to being nice again. i think i want to change into a bad one so that there is no one would hurt me? Why do everyone need to hurt me? what is my fault?

confront me and just speak it out! i'm here to hear the whole story. i hate when you are telling some kind of freaking damn stories behind me! wt*. come on lahhhh! u said that you are brave enough but you act like a coward! be in my shoes and you will know how i felt when you been critised by someone that you love! be in my shoes and feel it!

i'm here to challenge you! ergghhhhhh. i'm having gastric back just because of you! i HATE it a lot because my examination is around the corner. so,please. do not mess up with me. i know that you are more clever than me and i'm not as clever as you. do leave me alone and do not mess up with me. go and find someone else to ruin their hopes on you. but,not me! i'm going to stand by my own feet. and i'm proudly said that i love myself a lot. i'm here to do some kindness for my parents. not to hear your FAKE story for a whole day.

i know that you are so clever and do not have anything else to do. go and find someone else for you to disturb. but,please. not me, myselffffffff! i HATE you. and myself hardly HATE someone. and you are the lucky person because you are just have to be happy that now you just had become someone that I HATE!

*go and find your own life lahhhhh! i'm fed up with your attitude. u are such a ...............
May Allah blessed you.