Life of A Slave

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

So, I'm back! Yeah, as always full of stories of mine. For a person that knows me, they will know that I'm hardly write anything as I don't have all the time in this world to be spent on blog. It's 2.33 a.m and it's mid sem break. I'm hardly sleep early like a normal person.

Before going to sleep, I feel that I'm missing everyone this mid sem break. I mean not my parents for sure as they are here with me. I feel like really loved here in my house till I gain weight and I really wish I could lose some weight A.S.A.P. Haha. I dont know. It's just my feelings tortured me and I feel now I could stop thinking about someone that may be not thinking of me.

So, here it goes. Fasilitator of July-Dis 2013 is like my second family. I'm going to talk a bit about him in every single memory as it's too priceless and unreplaceable. We have met here and spend most of our time together in just like a week to prepare for orientation week. It's challenging because it's fasting month. All of them are really helps each other and that makes our bond become stronger day after day eventho we didnt know each before this. Seniors juniors doesn't make any difference as all of us are the same. I felt happy with them. We are really in all the works together.

Here we are, playing bottle games during camp. A week plus a few days has passed. Now, it's the time to get to a normal mode. I feel that we are not going to contact each other after this week. But, I'm absolutely wrong! We never lost contact to each other. Plus. our bond become stronger. We got to know each other more and the more interesting part is we share our problems, our happiness, our sadness together. Days passed by, but not our friendship. In a few weeks, we have our iftar together at Padang MPK.

Actually, I can't describe my feelings through words. There were like a lot to say but I will just give this entry some space and free of words. Let pics describe our bonds.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum guysss.

Always spread the love inside yourself to others. It would make you satisfied to love others for the sake of Allah.

I really wish I could be true friends to all of my friends. Going to try remember them in my du'a. InsyaAllah.

Meaningful quotes. Absorb it and make yourself becomes one of your best friends that she'he ever had. :)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum.

Hey, its about two months that I didnt write anything on this wall. It's just I'm too busy with all the works that has been assigned to me.

I have experienced so many things. Started from having a scandal on instagram then I thought about moving on without having any boys in my life. But, all that fate is not in my hand. I don't even wish to have this kind of feelings nor wishing to love someone that I barely know.

So, right now I'm enjoying every seconds of my life as I cant turn it back no matter what happens. I really appreciate it as I know that the sweet memories/ the bad one will not come twice to my life. I really wish if the times still available for me, I would like to do more.

I'm totally done with my Public Service Announcement (PSA) assignments.

Quotes that makes me stronger. Qawiy Lillahitaala.

Last but not least, stop doing something because of humans but do something for HIM. That's the real love, action.

I'm still trying to change myself to become better. But, then there were so many persons out there become judgemental on what I wear, how I behave. I admit that i'm not that girly and soft. Im quite harsh sometimes in my attitude but it doesnt mean I cant wear tudung labuh and start changing.