Life of A Slave

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. :')

okey. post kali nie bukan nak merepek meraban sngat pun sebenarnya. i want to make it short and simple. to all my friends, i want to say this. but,i just hope all of you didn't shocked to read this. act,on sunday 5/8/2012 I Nur Farhana Mhd Syafie officially back off from my future zauj life. after two years, again i have to back off. i have too and if you asked me why do you need to wait for him and getting hurt eventhough after two years? i would answer this. i love him because of Allah. thats all.

the thing becomes easier when he got explained to me about his feelings. all the mess already solved. and maybe i'm the one who should be blame. just put the blame on me and not to him. i dont want to hear any of cacian,makian,kutukan about him. just throw all that to me. :') but,pujian you just simply throw to him. :')

and for now,alhamdullilah. i live my on my own feet. and alhamdullilah all the mess with cube has been solved. i'm really grateful for that. alhamdullilah,alhamdullilah and once again alhamdullilah.

i think thats all for now. i'm just giving a slightest news about myself. i'm doing fine and dont worry. i'm a tougher than all of you can imagine. InsyaAllah. :') do pray for me. and for my trial. around the corner. after the eid.

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. assalamualaikum.

okey,now dah 4th of august. and i just hope i can done the best for my trial. but,after tgok video irma hasmie tu aku memang serious menangis tahap gaban. awak,bukan harapan tinggi sy letakkan ke atas hubungan kita. sy pun tak habis belajar lagi. tapi,saya harap sngat2 satu hari nanti sayalah yg bakal menjadi tulang rusuk kiri awak. kita hanya mampu merancang tapi yg selebihnya Allah yg menentukan. :')

awak,moga kita disatukan atas satu ikatan yg diredhai oleh Allah dan Rasulnya. moga awak dan saya menjadi satu pada satu ikatan yg sah. :') awak,sekarang nie masanya untuk kita focus pada apa yg kita buat k? we are going to do the best. we are going to beat the rest and be the best. do not think about the others that do know anything about us. only two of us knows better right? so,we have too always stand on our own feet. :')

awak,all the best. hanya doa sy yg mampu mengiringi jalan awak. doakan saya jugak. :') and for all friends,do pray for both of us. :')

bismillahirrahmanirrahim. assalamualaikum.