can i live and survive without that words? i hate misery. but,circumstances always savage on me. It's okey it's alright. I have to do this. I have to pledge this for something better in the future. I know that I can. I just can. I just don't have to be daze. I have to cool and calm down myself. That's all I need.

p/s:baffle right now. but,i will take time. this will be an initiation for me. :')