Life of A Slave

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL GRADUATES!

A few days ago, I'm officially graduated from MARA Professional College for Diploma In English Communication. After about three years of struggling, ups and down, and finally the time to celebrate the effort has come to the end. 

Let me say alhamdulillah for all the kindness that Allah has blessed me during my diploma journey. Without His blessings, I might not achieve all the success by myself. Yes, the success will not come by its own without our efforts but then all the things that happened to us its because of His kindness. 

Three years. Not a short time. The time that I know, learn and understand the meanings of study life. Friends that has various type of attitudes. The one that is being nice towards us. The one that stabs us at the back. The one that will depends on us during group discussion. The one that don't know how to handle the pressure of doing the assignments. There were so much to be remembered. Not to forget, the lecturers that has been helping me a lot. I really cant put into words of 

Friends. The one that is with me during group discussions, projects, competitions and even in life. Thanks to all of you and its quite hard actually to put all the names that has been with me during the journey. So, I hope by reading this post, my friends will be knowing that I really appreciate every single one of you. I really mean it.

Lastly, special appreciation goes to my family. Without their supports, I will not be here. I will not be able to complete all the six semesters. The countless time that I have give up, they will always be there to give motivations.

I dont want to spam my friends instagram timeline, so here I will share the graduation pictures in this post. Most of the pictures, I'm looking pale as I'm not feeling well that day. 

ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF THE GRADUATES IN FUTURE!

Till we meet again everyone. :)

Hey everyone.

In life, we expect our beloved one to stay with us up and down. We have our own enemy or the person that we don't like most of the time. We want the one that we love to be at our side not only during the hard times but then every day of our lives. The love could came from a husband to a wife, from a parents to their child and maybe the love of the subordinates to the superior. (you will never know).

We tend not to appreciate whats in front of our eyes. We loves to think that they will always be with us. And the most important thing is we never thought that we could have lost them anytime any minutes from us.

The scenario happens to me. I always fight with this one person. Always argue on one thing and more. In one day, there is must a scene between both of us. Its hard for us to agree on one terms even tho its only involving a small matter. Whether you like it or not, you will never thought this person that you hate will go away from you someday. You will never have a chance to speak with him/her, and you will never feel the same feelings again with someone else.

That precious moments that you own now is the one that you need to appreciate. you need to cheer and enjoy it until the last for every single moments that you went through before its too late. as in my case, I could say that I have missed the precious moments. I let it went away from me and i realized it a little bit too late. I guess the moments will never come back to me. The only things that I have now is memories.

Let bygones be bygones right? Live our life with the people that we have now. Please appreciate them while they were by your sides. If its not you will end up regret for what you have lost.

My advice; start appreciate.

May Allah bless our life journey with our favorite people.

Hello everybody.

So, yes. Hectic and could be said struggle year. First post for this year. 

Intern time. 

'Farhana, stay strong. Intern is a cheap labor'

'Intern lah untuk perah tenaga'

'Intern will be assigned to do here and there but still can gain experience'

Yes. Those words I have heard from lecturers to seniors. 

Yes. I could define that intern is not as good like I have been imagined all this while. 

Not much to share bcs everything that I have experienced is a life journey, life struggle. You will never gain anything if you stay in your comfort zone. 

Once, back in the college I was pampered with lecturers, friends, seniors and staffs. All of them were too kind even there is sometimes they are mean, but they are not 'testing' me out of the range. 

In the meanwhile, internship brings me a lot of opportunity to keep patience. To struggle to show them that I could do something better. To serve them something that they could be used after my intern period. 

Sometimes, during the midst of hardship, I just forgot to be who I am. I keep pretending and I think its good for certain situations as I need to follow instructions and not instructing people. During college time, I was used to be a leader that guide everyone to the light. But then, this time I laid back and follow everything that has been instructed. Even this is sounds good, but everything has their pros and cons

I could said, that intern is quite suffering for me as I have been assigned so many tasks at one time. I have to go there and there to do something that is not what I have been learnt throughout the three years in college. I need to communicate with people that obviously not something into my favorites. 

But, and but. I learn so many things during this hard times. For something that you don't like, and have been forced to do, you need courage to face the situations. You need motivations and this is the time that you will be cried, you will be in a mental breakdown. But, remember this. When the going gets tough, the tough gets going. 

One thing that I have always remind myself, stay positive. Bcs people that has clear mind only can move the negativity out from its body. 

Alrighto, Salam Jumaat everybody. 

Aing nu saha? ;) 

**I'm learning bugis language. Do pray for me. Jzkk. ;)