bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Assalamualaikum. :')

yeah. maybe i have something to share and it's all about my life. okey. i have been admire a girl. okay,let me this clear. i'm not a lesbian or a pengkid kind. i'm just love her as my own sister. and now we are far apart from each other. i don't even know what's my actual problem with her. she got annoyed with me. yeah. i'm overcare her maybe. and i'm overreact too. but,this is who i am. did i need to be someone else?

we used to spend time together. as my junior said she has a lot of friends. i don't even know what is my fault. sad. that is a word i can describe about my feelings. i just hope she get to know me first and then make a judgement on me. i just hope someone will understand what i feel. seriously. i love her damn much! i will just let her think and feel what i feel.

i just hope she will undestand me soon. i'm dissapointed already. already flow my tears for her. maybe because i love her just like my own blood. :')